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so common for people to type "my space, my say"
but who cares??
lalalalaalalalalalalaaaaaaa
it is really MY space and definately MY say> :)
im noisy/quiet
im complicated/simple
im easy/difficult
im good/bad
im not perfect
im blissfully attached to Ahmad Mannan
im blessed with supportive family & friends
im so in love with Muhammad Sharique & Siti Faeqa
see, im just like everybody.
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mwahhhh
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Just another one champion sound
Me and Estelle about to get down
Who the hottest in the world right now.
Just touched down in London town.
Bet they give me a pound.
Tell them put the money in my hand right now.
Tell the promoter we need more seats,
We just sold out all the floor seats
[Chorus: Estelle]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day.
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy.
He said Hey Sister.
It's really really nice to meet ya.
I just met this 5 foot 7 guys who's just my type.
I like the way he's speaking his confidence is peaking.
Don't like his baggy jeans but I'm a like what's underneath it.
And no I ain't been to MIA
I heard that Cali never rains and New York heart awaits. First let's see the west end.
I'll show you to my bridrens.
I'm like this American Boy. American Boy
[Chorus:]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy
Can we get away this weekend.
Take me to Broadway.
Let's go shopping baby then we'll go to a Caf.
Let's go on the subway.
Take me to your hood.
I neva been to Brooklyn and I'd like to see what's good.
Dress in all your fancy clothes.
Sneaker's looking Fresh to Def I'm lovin those Shell Toes.
Walkin that walk.>br?
Talk that slick talk.
I'm likin this American Boy. American Boy.
[Chorus:]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day.
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy
Let them kno wagwan blud
[Kanye West:]
Who killin em in the UK. Everybody gonna to say you K, reluctantly, because most of this press don't f**k with me. Estelle once said to me, cool down down don't act a fool now now. I always act a fool oww oww. Ain't nothing new now now. He crazy, I know what ya thinkin. White Pino I know what you're drinkin. Rap singer. Chain Blinger. Holla at the next chick soon as you're blinkin. What's you're persona. about this American Brama. Am I shallow cause all my clothes designer. Dressed smart like a London Bloke. Before he speak his suit bespoke. And you thought he was cute before. Look at this P Coat, Tell me he's broke. And I know you're not into all that. I heard your lyrics I feel your spirit. But I still talk that CAAASH. Cause a lot wags want to hear it. And I'm feelin like Mike at his Baddest. The Pips at they Gladys. And I know they love it. so to hell with all that rubbish
[Estelle:]
Would you be my love, my love.
Could be mine would you be my love my love, could be mine
Could you be my love, my love.
Would you be my American Boy. American Boy
[Chorus:]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy
...
Wednesday, May 21, 2008, 9:49 AM
it was a bad start. had a very heatty quarrel with oni both, ego larger than Earth refuse to give in.. i think it is more of me who refuse to listen and talk.
i cried till i got nottin to cry if tears are charged like water confirm bill melambong mcm bill shasha
i was being ridiculous my fault. entirely actually but me being me..refuse to apologise and talk things out nicely.
in the morning, i missed my first aid thingy at 8am. i dragged myself to skewl with puffy & reddish eyes and pale face. i was a walking corpse i misss the bus and waited freaking long for it.. i miss the train which has andrew and taqim and shasha boarded the same train with them -_- i hardly amend my project and saw that disappointment face from watie.
went to buy mom's food from siam's kitchen and search the whole mall for arique cheezy ritz biscuit i boarded the wrong bus home -_-
things gotten a bit better when i found arique's biscuit near the mama shop. my whole body were aching.. eyes just gotten redder..
thank god.. those toddlers at home make me happy.
was about to get ready for work when oni ring me.. a mixture of feeling.. shud i meet hym and talk things out.. i love hym.. of course i do mit hym. he wanted to fetch me to work but kesian sey.. bedok boonlay boonlay bedok -_-
we met at town instead.. haha.. things got so much bettter after that..
we had our rings polished we wanted to have our dinner at ramen 10.. but i couldnt stand jap food.. we shop.. bought baby a shirt from WH..thish shop at taka. bought something from cotton. sheeesh..i wont say wad!!! den.. i wanted thish skirt and top from fox.. he wanted to get it for me.. but if oni does..there goes my ripcurl dress.. so ya.. we went kinokuniya.. and gotten thish book bout fasting in rahmadan i wanted to get the translated version of qur'an but somehow doubted it.. the publisher and stufff.. nah, dont wanna be mislead.
we had lunch cum dinner cum supper at teh tarik.. i pay! you deserve more then dat..
what a day it has beeen i only work for 1hour and 40mins i was effing sick i clock out and head home
toook some medicine and went to sleeep couldnt reeallly sleeep so got ready to meeet baby at bedok!!!
from bedok, we toook bus all the way to cityhall how great public transport can get
well anyway
met arep, shaz, naz, kiki and amin at popeye we were so touched when naz said he is waiting for us when we came, we were greeted by bones and tissues!!! thanks naz!!!! yaw the man!!!
naz and me had a little talk.. like finally he asked me.. and finally im ready to tell.. so yeah i hope u understand
we head to marina mac to meet shasha yeah, it was great kinda miss talking to u hopefully things get well slowly =)
nazmi and pyan joined us for a while.. haha, its beeen so long peeee
baby and me head to bugis.. i love it..those long walk and bus ride.. enables me to talk anything under the sun and the mooon and the stars and the sky.. saw the band that he was gonna perform with they are like super nice to me..hahha
the jamming session was great potential band haha..my darling could screeech very very wellllllll the last attempt was so near to perfection sey
***tuesday*** haha..our shopping trip was made believe!! met oni and aydil i was late thanks to aydil..asking me to meet hym at some wrong place!!! haha we had great tyme shopping.. errr, actuallly, just bought a pair of shoes notting else catches my attention. the boys pon mcm pompuan..bought some stufff!! i had superbly great fun!! next stop, sungai road!!
met shaz, naz, shasha at bukit batok afterwards it was a great day sey!!
well, come home to learn that arique was at the hospital thank god, he is fine!!!
kae, pictures says it all =)
***monday*** my first day at work at girafffe coool or what working there!!! i sunggguh it was superbly gerek.
here is what i did on my first day; shaz fetched me from home to work we were late, asked to have dinnner with the rest briefing aircon dining rooom chit-chatting sittting down handfones. countless tymes asking us to go for smoke break -_- eat, drink, having fun!! slack!!!
back from work.. we went to macdonalds at jurong east and eat. waited for naz.. haha i know, they love the way nan kissed me on the fone shaz sent me back home one hell yeah of a day!!! hahha
nazzy fazzy shazyzy
***sunday*** spent my whole day with mama!! went to junction 8 to catch the anugerah band audition my bro's band made it top 68. were very excited to see hym perform reached there round 3++ waited for bro's band to perform.. saw razzaq and farouk. they also made it to top 68. but misssed their performance. had great tyme sey bro never fail to make us proud of hym
waited for the result till 8pm. wisHed razzaq and farouk good luck their band's name is OPPOSITE YOUTH they made it to top 20. heres the best part.. 2 occations, i find myselfcheering out loud alone not forgetting mom, bro and his gf. opposite youth was called on stage together with other bands they are the only band who made it. i shouted like hell. next my bro's band..X-TECH was callled on with many other bands.. i was suppebly aware that the supporters of other bands were surrounding me.. they made the most noise and comments haha. when the result was announce.. only x-tech made.. again, we're they only once cheering haha.. catch them on ANUGERAH kae.. 6th may on SURIA. i dont care.. vote for them!!!! OPPOSTIE YOUTH & X-TECH!!
bro performing =)
lovely daughter, sabrina
i loook shitty with lovely mom on the stage
the guitarist x-tech
bands to look out for.. **tiga suku**
the guy whom i owaez seee on the train taufik batisah's brother
welll o welll my saturday starts with meeting shaz for our dearest job interviews first was shangri-la and the other was giraffe we didnt quite make it to shangri-la as we got lost and the interview was over btw we were nearby.
we make our way to giraffe instead. haha, the interview was super smooth eventhough the waiting tyme was horrendous. the people, environment was superbly great and chill. unlike the previous interview at laura ashley. as much as i wanted the job, the environment was shitty, could see loads of politics and hypocricy the way they pierced their stares at me and their fake smiles..arrgghhh i swear, it was a waste of tyme but hikmah kan, i got better offers, way bettter offers. all thish goes out to AYDIL!!!
i swear.. super fun times la together me, shaz, aydil andd sooon to be with shasha and einn ooo, how i wish my oni would be interested and not forgetting sheila, naz and tipah.. confirm giraffe next hangout place!!
well, anyway after dat...dah melayu, sentiaser melayu, janji melayu!! me and shaz made our way to far east. so damn hungry seyyyyy!!! bump in ashar and amirul. ended up dining together. i miss you guys sey!!
den, met oni baby, kiki and amin.. we catched three kingdoms at lido the movie was fine..gerek la..somehow reminds me of watching the empress and the warrior.
met naim, einn and shasha darling and make our way to cityhalll.. reached esp..was greeted by thish band who played real great music la.. i love it sey.. they did covers of metallica, guns and roses i enjoyed it so much!!!
saw azhar, my late nyte chattting goood fren!!! im okie la!!
im superbly glad i saw u dont you worrry oryte!!
naz and nor joined us hahaa...i had great laugh tau otw home. all goes down to naz and me. shaz rather backed me up at tymes!!! lalalaaaaa cian naz!!! naz naz naz... i love kacauing u with spoons, sendok and anything!!! hahaha... again, i gotten the last last laugh when im in the train while yaw out there!!! lalalalaaaaaa u know i know kae??!!!
to oni baby i love u im sorrry if i went too quiet and got u all vexed bout me.
woke up early in the morning to help everybody prepare for kenduri at home. went to delifrance with arique and collected 25 sticks of baguettes. heavy or what? reached home.. went out again and got the 5kg ice cubes and the birfday cake. i didnt stay for the kenduri.
rushed all the way to laura ashley for interview. tot i could secure it with my experience and stuff waited for that opportunity for awhile. well anyway.. learnt that dearest watie brought her friend for the interview as welll ad intially advisedd me to go first for the interview i heeded her advise and go for it. the interview was smooth, the only problem is my hair and she said tat shudnt be a problem. i assumed tat everything was fine. till i met shasha at night and she somehow broke the news that watie and the other girl secure their position. i was like what the hell and ring ad. now she said the other way round.. ''why did u go for the interview first'' i diidnt answered. she explained and explained but i somehow coulnt be bothered to listen.. arrrggghhhh, truthfully.... i was fcuking pisssed. like seriously...should have just listened to dearest shasha and forgo dat and go for shangri-la instead. wasting my time, my efffort and my everything. haha, but what to kan, im classified as the extra.
well anyway..
i had great time with oni today. ok i know, been spending some time with hym for the past few dayz. saw din&nisa(oni's besties) and had lunch cum dinnner together it was great la.. something bout oni nyer kaki gerek.. they alll speaks the same.. hahhaaaaa... they remind me of one another. like din, reminds me of mamil whereas naz reminds me of oni?? hmmmm
this is the third day we catched movie. this tyme was VANTAGE POINT. seriously, the movie was damn3 great. CATCH IT!!!
as stated above, met shasha and aydil at esp. some dose of gig.. chilll and offf we went home.
ohya.. i met my sister love just now!! baoxiannnn!!!! hahaha...damn u..!!! how the helll i misss u so fcuking much!!! iloveu iloveu iloveu its true when they say dat secondary times are the best to have great2 frennds. for my case is not friends.. its more of sisterhoood. i love u sis.
it seeems mundane here.. i love the tymes we had together. love u baby!!!
thanks bloood for listening to me colplain bout today. yeah!!! i'll do something bout it and i know i'll get your full suppport. not u but our little clique as welll! they love me more! and i love u guys loads!
2nd row from left, count till 5. tats us!! my lovely sisters.
im sure it's gonna put a smile on your face when you read thish entry. thish photo shot was snapped by darling old man(ah chua) during our sergeant training(nov/dec2002) we were of course, the cream of the crops. thish is where true friendships began. my bestfriend were all here. till now, we love each other. i reallly, reallly, reallly misss you guys. if i could turn back time, i will without a doubt.
--suesue --find me!! --during the parade
gerard
shaliz suraj
3 great guys are inside thish picture. out of 3, 1 still going strong. suraj is the name.
indeed old man manage to forge strong friendship together.
he was on the dot. 830pm sharp he reached here truthfully, i was pissed.
well anyway,
we went labrador. finallly.. ive talked things out with oni. we both ended up sheddding tears.
(like how u realise how much i love u, like how i realise how much u love me)
from labrador all the way to marsiling to meet up with dear shasha, aydil, ise, shaz, naz, lalalalalaaaaaaa the journey was gerek la.. we went thru gap.. and some almost kosong highwae.. nv had so much fun on the road. we were practicallly screaming on the top of our lungs, watching the full moon, chasing shah ibrahim!!! yeah!! i remember it now!!!
had so much fun at the coffeeshop watching soccer(mcm paham) people are watching us..lalalaaaaa cant wait, tml socccer at tanjong pagar!!!!
reached home before 1 but mama claimed dat i was late. **nottin to say**
to you. im sorry if my tone were harsh on you. just wanna make sure that u'll get the msg dat im trying to penetrate into your confuse head its coool dat uve been reading bout our lives.
i dont appreaciate u somehow degrading her but at the same time asking favour from her and same goes to people like naz and oni. whatever happen between you and hym, just keep it between you guyz. if i were you, i woulndt be hanging my dirty linens in the public. have some respect for him, if not for yourself.
im a girl, i know what yaw going thru..its hard learning dat about hym. ive been thru it before and it stinks. but maybe u both neeed some space and breaks from each other. it will do good.
so please..leave her alone and for that so calll fren of ours, tolong sampaikan pat dier..jgn jager hal orang klau hal sendiri tk terjage. look at herself/himself before judging others. pretty sure, he/she doesnt like being labelled too ryte??
a day out with my gfs!! initial plan was to go shisha at sheila's place with brownies and pasta. cancelled due to last min changes. we ended up at sentosa instead.
sweeetness.. sheila bought me a cake and tippah made me a bdae card. im superbly touched!
we had so much fun eventhough the weather was kinda dissapointing. it was so chillled and relax. some cute japanese and caucasions were around.. but i dont reallly care.. lalalalaaaa
we endedd up at vivo eating and lepak again. andrew and aydil joined us shortly. it was fun sey. i had a great day! another blast celebration for me. blesssed ryte? i know!
just let the pictures do the tellling kae people?? enjoy!!!