hello people :)
i hope you enjoy "your stay" over here.
so common for people to type "my space, my say"
but who cares??
lalalalaalalalalalalaaaaaaa
it is really MY space and definately MY say> :)
im noisy/quiet
im complicated/simple
im easy/difficult
im good/bad
im not perfect
im blissfully attached to Ahmad Mannan
im blessed with supportive family & friends
im so in love with Muhammad Sharique & Siti Faeqa
see, im just like everybody.
enjoy reading
mwahhhh
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modzsquad
Just another one champion sound
Me and Estelle about to get down
Who the hottest in the world right now.
Just touched down in London town.
Bet they give me a pound.
Tell them put the money in my hand right now.
Tell the promoter we need more seats,
We just sold out all the floor seats
[Chorus: Estelle]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day.
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy.
He said Hey Sister.
It's really really nice to meet ya.
I just met this 5 foot 7 guys who's just my type.
I like the way he's speaking his confidence is peaking.
Don't like his baggy jeans but I'm a like what's underneath it.
And no I ain't been to MIA
I heard that Cali never rains and New York heart awaits. First let's see the west end.
I'll show you to my bridrens.
I'm like this American Boy. American Boy
[Chorus:]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy
Can we get away this weekend.
Take me to Broadway.
Let's go shopping baby then we'll go to a Caf.
Let's go on the subway.
Take me to your hood.
I neva been to Brooklyn and I'd like to see what's good.
Dress in all your fancy clothes.
Sneaker's looking Fresh to Def I'm lovin those Shell Toes.
Walkin that walk.>br?
Talk that slick talk.
I'm likin this American Boy. American Boy.
[Chorus:]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day.
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy
Let them kno wagwan blud
[Kanye West:]
Who killin em in the UK. Everybody gonna to say you K, reluctantly, because most of this press don't f**k with me. Estelle once said to me, cool down down don't act a fool now now. I always act a fool oww oww. Ain't nothing new now now. He crazy, I know what ya thinkin. White Pino I know what you're drinkin. Rap singer. Chain Blinger. Holla at the next chick soon as you're blinkin. What's you're persona. about this American Brama. Am I shallow cause all my clothes designer. Dressed smart like a London Bloke. Before he speak his suit bespoke. And you thought he was cute before. Look at this P Coat, Tell me he's broke. And I know you're not into all that. I heard your lyrics I feel your spirit. But I still talk that CAAASH. Cause a lot wags want to hear it. And I'm feelin like Mike at his Baddest. The Pips at they Gladys. And I know they love it. so to hell with all that rubbish
[Estelle:]
Would you be my love, my love.
Could be mine would you be my love my love, could be mine
Could you be my love, my love.
Would you be my American Boy. American Boy
[Chorus:]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy
i miss you so much i wanna see you badly i wanna hug you and listen to your voice badly i love u baby.. you're my everything the happiness cant never be restored now that you're gone i'll never be happy ever again i just love u too much and i miss u badly..
i dont understand u. u keep on breaking my heart with your mean words. i know u really mean it. i cant be bothered though i adore u so much. maybe u'll understnd when u're in my shoes. im just too tired. today insulting, degrading and whatever.. tomorrow apologies, regrets, love and whatever...
its becoming more like a cycle.. tears and agony at night nothing happens tomorrow. i just wish im capable of sharing like u do to your closest mates. i just wish i could trust mine like how u trust yours. i wish i could leave u for good. i really do.
another entry :)
Monday, September 22, 2008, 7:51 AM
eversince ive came back from batam, life have been great. i did well for my attachment. i quit my job cause i cant stand my stupid boss and manager who doesnt know how to respect ramahdan. not fasting is one things, coming late for work and kissing her darn bf like nobody's business...if i were the boss, i'll sack her for sure. stupid NUHA!
nothing much actuallly.. i just came back from JB with mom, dad, bf and bro. bro just got his driving licsence a few months back. hahaha, kinda heart attack with him driving. we lost our way countless times. but it was a great getaway.
arique's garden have gotten a new look.. gosh, i miss him so bad.. life have been different without him around.. keep wanting to buy stuff for him.. but end up never, hes no longer around.
since he was gone, many changes happened to me.. mostly mentally and emotionallly.. i may appear happy, loud, cheerful and blah blah blah.. but when i came home every night, getting ready to do my prayers.. my mind are filled with him.. i never stop praying for him asking ALLAH to place him with the good once to be in paradise (Firdaus) and to let his remaining and soul to be in peace though we all know (god's will) that he'll be in the good hands
never a night i never cry.. i just miss him and i swear its so damn shittty not to be able to do anything apart from praying know dat i never stop thinking of u every minute of the day.. know dat i love u bad and you're IRREPLACEABLE. you're the one and only SHARIQUE i love badly and trully..
heres a peek to arique's mystery garden (as mom named it :) )
im off to batam tmorrow. im so looking forward to it.
i promise i update.
taaaaaataaaaaa
im sorrrrrrrrryyyyy
Wednesday, August 20, 2008, 9:09 PM
im superbly sorrry friends for havent been constantly updating my blog. ive beeen superbly busy with so many stuff. to be short, it has been superb.
i did somemore shopping with nan. bought this asics shoes at 60 and a 3/4 at 20. it was a nice shopping trip. nan bought himself a sweater at 99.
i came back from jalan bahtera a few days back zul, charles, jeremy and me stopped by at kranji memorial park. beautiful or what, the last time i went there was during my primary school field trip. it was superb, yet sad as many lifes were taken during the war. i didnt join mojo for his camp for some prebytarian school as work at the office we've yet to complete. it was a fun 'jalan-jalan' session that we had.
mr owen dropped by my work place yesterday to give us some stuff.. somehow he looks real good yesterday.. hahaha i owe him one coffee
i missed the movie yesterday with the gangs.. went to tan tock seng to visit nan's grandma. i really hope she is ok cause she looks so fragile.
we then head to marina to meet the guys.. haha, we had so much fun (as usual)!!
i had loads of things to look forward too
Monday, August 11, 2008, 6:53 PM
yesterday was Monday -_- zul and me were given half day off in liue to the camps that we had attended. now we're left with a day and half.
nan fetched me from work at one. we had superbly heavy lunch at cahaya and started our little shopping trip. it was entirely sponsered by nan himself. he bought this Godfather tee. i wanted to get one, but they havent got any for ladies. it was $42. cute necklaces selling at 3 for 5$. grabbed it for sure!! we then went to bugis.. cause i badly wanna get sommore stuff.. end up buying 2 flair skirt at 10$ and 15$ and i also get myself this little sandal at a very ridiculously cheap price; 10$
we then make our way to de catchay and catched Love Guru. it was so much fun.
but things turns messy when we got home. little stupid things sparked of a very very bad fite. i stayed up the whole nyte and cried. as a result, puffy swollen eyes to work -_- and not so obvious eyebags with the wonders of what concealer could do.
i hate your mean words and tone when we quarrelled. if not for true and great love for you, i given you up long ago. if u happen to be one of those shits ive met, i dont think we would even waltz thru the first month. we're becoming 6motnhs soon + a month of wooing somehow sound like a total waste of our time if we decided to let go of each others hands. somehow im so determined that it would work out the way we want. its ours, so we have it on our own hands. lets not make rash and stupid decisions anymore lets not let our emotions cloud our decision making. lets just be wise. for love sake at least. love you.