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i hope you enjoy "your stay" over here.
so common for people to type "my space, my say"
but who cares??
lalalalaalalalalalalaaaaaaa
it is really MY space and definately MY say> :)
im noisy/quiet
im complicated/simple
im easy/difficult
im good/bad
im not perfect
im blissfully attached to Ahmad Mannan
im blessed with supportive family & friends
im so in love with Muhammad Sharique & Siti Faeqa
see, im just like everybody.
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mwahhhh
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Just another one champion sound
Me and Estelle about to get down
Who the hottest in the world right now.
Just touched down in London town.
Bet they give me a pound.
Tell them put the money in my hand right now.
Tell the promoter we need more seats,
We just sold out all the floor seats
[Chorus: Estelle]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day.
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy.
He said Hey Sister.
It's really really nice to meet ya.
I just met this 5 foot 7 guys who's just my type.
I like the way he's speaking his confidence is peaking.
Don't like his baggy jeans but I'm a like what's underneath it.
And no I ain't been to MIA
I heard that Cali never rains and New York heart awaits. First let's see the west end.
I'll show you to my bridrens.
I'm like this American Boy. American Boy
[Chorus:]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy
Can we get away this weekend.
Take me to Broadway.
Let's go shopping baby then we'll go to a Caf.
Let's go on the subway.
Take me to your hood.
I neva been to Brooklyn and I'd like to see what's good.
Dress in all your fancy clothes.
Sneaker's looking Fresh to Def I'm lovin those Shell Toes.
Walkin that walk.>br?
Talk that slick talk.
I'm likin this American Boy. American Boy.
[Chorus:]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day.
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy
Let them kno wagwan blud
[Kanye West:]
Who killin em in the UK. Everybody gonna to say you K, reluctantly, because most of this press don't f**k with me. Estelle once said to me, cool down down don't act a fool now now. I always act a fool oww oww. Ain't nothing new now now. He crazy, I know what ya thinkin. White Pino I know what you're drinkin. Rap singer. Chain Blinger. Holla at the next chick soon as you're blinkin. What's you're persona. about this American Brama. Am I shallow cause all my clothes designer. Dressed smart like a London Bloke. Before he speak his suit bespoke. And you thought he was cute before. Look at this P Coat, Tell me he's broke. And I know you're not into all that. I heard your lyrics I feel your spirit. But I still talk that CAAASH. Cause a lot wags want to hear it. And I'm feelin like Mike at his Baddest. The Pips at they Gladys. And I know they love it. so to hell with all that rubbish
[Estelle:]
Would you be my love, my love.
Could be mine would you be my love my love, could be mine
Could you be my love, my love.
Would you be my American Boy. American Boy
[Chorus:]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy
Muhammad Sharique
Friday, July 18, 2008, 10:00 AM
God knows how much we miss him. from the day he was born, he was special it wasnt written on his forehead but i knew he was special
from the day he was born i was always so excited to go home and spend time with arique i would never forget the smell of heaven he possessed when he was an infant.
as he grew into a toddler i realised he was so beautiful so chubby, so fair so adorable that when he was wheeled out in his pram, people couldnt take thier eyes off him he was quiet among the crowd but as noisy as can be when he is surrounded by the once he loves most
i grew so attached to him that i made a vow to love him whole-heartedly and to pampered him with everything that me when i was a kid badly wanted when i was with forever21, half of my pay goes out to him i love him badly, so badly
he has got these pair of beautiful eyes with superbly long eyelashes (he doesnt needs mascara or fake eyelashes) his eyebrows is thick he is so chubbby he is so peeerfect in my eyes, in our eyes..
he would always wanted to follow me when i go out.. i always use school or work reasons to make him understand that he coudlnt come along.. he hates schoool. at the door, he would always hug me tight by the neck and muttered 'sayang na' and kiss me on my lips, hardly.. if i could give up everything i have now for that moment, i'll do it withot a doubt..
the last moments of him was the hardest he suffered so much.. a month+ in the ICU.. countless needles, operations, medicines & suction lying there doing nottin if im given a choice, i dont mind taking over arique's position and take away his pain till the very end, when i saw the numbers on the screen falls steadily i prayed for miracle arique passed away peacefully so peacefully..
as beautiful as he looks he looks so peaceful like he was sleeping so fair, so chubby till the very last moment, i massage his eyebrow like how he wanted it to be done before he goes to sleeep i kiss him hard, hoping and yearning for HIS smell of sweat i wanted to feel the warmth of his body, but it was icy cold..
it was an agony but with God's will heaven is his home when judgement day comes his body wont be torment.. he is so love by Allah that he goes away early. we meet again sayang. we all gather together one fine day. wait for us, we're working hard to get there. for now, i know you're as happy as can be and most importantly, you're spared from the pain and cruelty of the world.
a cheerful boy with promising future beautiful features diagnosed with cancer.. i dont blame anybody for anything i accept whatever that had happened but i couldnt help it but to ask myself why him, the one that i love the most the one whom i thought would never leave me the one whom is so honest/pure and innocent but i know, whatever that had happened, happen for a reason
In the Loving memories of Muhammad Sharique 03 January 2005 - 06 July 2008 semuer sayang arique semuer rindu arique syurga tempatmu sayang insyallah