hello people :)
i hope you enjoy "your stay" over here.
so common for people to type "my space, my say"
but who cares??
lalalalaalalalalalalaaaaaaa
it is really MY space and definately MY say> :)
im noisy/quiet
im complicated/simple
im easy/difficult
im good/bad
im not perfect
im blissfully attached to Ahmad Mannan
im blessed with supportive family & friends
im so in love with Muhammad Sharique & Siti Faeqa
see, im just like everybody.
enjoy reading
mwahhhh
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Just another one champion sound
Me and Estelle about to get down
Who the hottest in the world right now.
Just touched down in London town.
Bet they give me a pound.
Tell them put the money in my hand right now.
Tell the promoter we need more seats,
We just sold out all the floor seats
[Chorus: Estelle]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day.
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy.
He said Hey Sister.
It's really really nice to meet ya.
I just met this 5 foot 7 guys who's just my type.
I like the way he's speaking his confidence is peaking.
Don't like his baggy jeans but I'm a like what's underneath it.
And no I ain't been to MIA
I heard that Cali never rains and New York heart awaits. First let's see the west end.
I'll show you to my bridrens.
I'm like this American Boy. American Boy
[Chorus:]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy
Can we get away this weekend.
Take me to Broadway.
Let's go shopping baby then we'll go to a Caf.
Let's go on the subway.
Take me to your hood.
I neva been to Brooklyn and I'd like to see what's good.
Dress in all your fancy clothes.
Sneaker's looking Fresh to Def I'm lovin those Shell Toes.
Walkin that walk.>br?
Talk that slick talk.
I'm likin this American Boy. American Boy.
[Chorus:]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day.
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy
Let them kno wagwan blud
[Kanye West:]
Who killin em in the UK. Everybody gonna to say you K, reluctantly, because most of this press don't f**k with me. Estelle once said to me, cool down down don't act a fool now now. I always act a fool oww oww. Ain't nothing new now now. He crazy, I know what ya thinkin. White Pino I know what you're drinkin. Rap singer. Chain Blinger. Holla at the next chick soon as you're blinkin. What's you're persona. about this American Brama. Am I shallow cause all my clothes designer. Dressed smart like a London Bloke. Before he speak his suit bespoke. And you thought he was cute before. Look at this P Coat, Tell me he's broke. And I know you're not into all that. I heard your lyrics I feel your spirit. But I still talk that CAAASH. Cause a lot wags want to hear it. And I'm feelin like Mike at his Baddest. The Pips at they Gladys. And I know they love it. so to hell with all that rubbish
[Estelle:]
Would you be my love, my love.
Could be mine would you be my love my love, could be mine
Could you be my love, my love.
Would you be my American Boy. American Boy
[Chorus:]
Take me on a trip, I'd like to go some day
Take me to New York, I'd love to see LA.
I really want to come kick it with you.
You'll be my American Boy
feedback
Thursday, February 28, 2008, 1:57 AM
hey..been listening to ''feedback'' by janet jackson over and over again. i'm addicted!!
normal day today. i was dread cause everybody i love was superbly busy. haha..i use to be one of them. but no longer!!! went for lesson.. completing my e-tutor sooon!!! yay!!! didnt get my dose of chooc milk tea in the morning.. iskh!
funny incident haha, watie and ad was quarrelling in the lift when i hit their titz!!! haha, they revenge.. thish one geek in the lift got so scared.. dat he stood so near to fahmy.. shasha burst and all of us did.. haha.. i sungguh.. that guy was superbly scared.. felt bad though.
after class.. went to ITE Bedok to meet nisa and gang. haha.. kinda dreaded it at first. harapkan aydil jek dat i kenal.. tu pon never really tok.. lepak with them. gerek pe dorang!!
--aydil
went home.. many funny incident alonng the way.. too many to type.. aydil and nisa sent me till j.e. and home alone. went out back to study at fullerton. meet helmi, hamdan, farhana, aydil... waited for shasha.. we chatted and chilll.. it was coool.. HULK & HO HO HO!! busuk!!! lalalalaaaaaaa!
--helmi
aydil accompanied me till j.e. saw some regular folks on the train.. haha, makin lamer jadik kwn semuer.. smallworld uh.
strange, but dat one fone call makes my dae. :) love u --us, coolness --my love, faeqa&sharique --crazeee monkey(yiling)
everything was bad from the beginning. but things seems fine now. shan't say much. :)
skewl was freaking busy. loadz oof braincells needed to store impt info. everything seems impt now.
went out with you and friends. it was chill. kinda awkward at first.. but i guess i just neeed loadz of tyme. we went coffeebean@sing post. den to parkway for dinner. got to know something.. i swear i donno whether it is true or not.. NAZZY= RAVI KRISHAN s/o RAMA..... HUH??!!! gosh..someone enlighten me please. i knoe case close.. but curiousity kills the cat.. hmmm..
we masing2 went home aft everything oni&me went to our favourite hangout.. (no! not labrador or wad shasha) shhh...secret!!! lalalaa... i miss you. i know i'm gonna get thru thish no matter how hard it is. i'll try and try and try and i know it gets harder. but nvm.. i'll try and never stop trying i'll never give up the feeling was great aft coming clean to everything to u just now. i love it when we just could sit down and talk. just you and me. i dont care if others dont have faith in me as long as you do and it means a world to me. love you.
i knoe people will be like lalalalaaaaa when the read thish... continue "lalalalalaaaaaaling" and see whats next...
it touched me. was tinking deeply of what i wanna post. when the cardigans went off on my handfone. it was a msg from zana. how it touched me.. i cant describe. thanks babe. u made my day somehow. :)
i'm now in the class was an hour late. eventhough i woke up at 530 am. greeted by 1 missed call and 1 msg from bf. it was nottin. dont you worry. i'm fine and strong. but thanks anywae for the concern. :)
shall update more later...
haha..
, 12:28 AM
i just wannna sleeep and never wake up.
loads of proving to do. but again.. it really doesnt matter. i'm beginning to lose faith in myself and wadever i do.
i'm tired tired of all thish shitz and crapz. tired of people not believing in me. like so what?? do i sound b*tchy?? whatever okie?? whatever dat makes everybody happpy.
i'm taking the blame for everything. taking the blame that it was my manager who does the mistake. taking the blame if you guyz have gotten lower grades for HRA. taking the blame for giving wal hope. taking the blame for being ''maniser''. taking the blame for being stupid. taking the blame for fahmy cheating on me 7 tymes in our 2years relationship. taking the blame for ruiining nazmi's life. taking the blame for being a fcuked up friend. taking the blame for being who am i today, now, past.. my fault.
can i sleep and never wake up?? i wish i could. goodnyte.
well... i woke up tremendously late today. slept at 1am+ ytd. i swear i havent had enough sleeep. so many things to do yet so little tyme.
reached bedok reservoir at 10+ by then, azhar boarded the bus that ive alighted from. sorry didnt see you run. a few seniors waved at us. who ekh..?? haha, nvm.
chilled with my classmates. chilled with friends. saw rasul.. panjang umor kau!!! was just about to call u when yaw at my back. iskh!!! sorrry babe.
the lucky draw was funnny.. as usual, we're always drawing attention. i think somehow we are enjoying that lalalaaaaaa...! we won 3-4 out of so many.. hmmm, kental ekh.
den.. all of us (little clique) went to eat at bedok. haha, the mee soto baek per.. ohya, take note, i finish my food today!!! forever jadi bahan buli.. gullible i think.. taken in my people tooo easily..
den the rest of the other guys came. haha.. the la and the din!!! they bully me sey.. hmm...or is it the other way round?? haha, forever bahan pinch and pukol.. they dont mind. yeah..can spot the diffrence!!! the mole!!! the further frm the mouth is din ryte?? whereas the other is la?? hmm, now im confused again. la almost kill me when i took his cap. iskh, shud have more self-control on myself with my giggle.. haha, naseb lu tk rejam babe!!!
den i head home whereas shasha to elsewhere!!! got ready for work and waited for oni's call.
wait
wait
wait
finallly.. haha.. he fetched me and off to jurong point to eat. saw dearest jannah&bashir. haha...coolness. small world.
rushed to work. i'm late. but thank god ive callled. thanks for the ryde oni!!!
work was fine.. went home alone officially for the first tyme. been owaez pampered by oni. now alone while hes at work. must learnt bout the shooo technology.. ffffuuuhhhh...tkle ang la sey.. so many to memorise and understand.
reached home.. mama was superbly happy dat i was early.. keke, betol u ckp. arique bought a new bike which looks exactly like oni's believe it or not.
stumble upon oni's blog.. haha, your last para last warning ekh!!! ''who am i ritee...nt handsome...short..not cute..all black..bwk phantom'' haha...bedek uh!!! lalalaaa..nak step humble konon!!! peeee daaaaa!!!
p.s. check out the entry before thish. it was posted today toooo!!! i knoe, the pics..sooon!
beeen kinda busy for the past few days. was kinda sickly also. tymes are taken up by skewl and stufff..
let me try to recap.
saturdae: suppose to be working but due to last minutes changes, my schedule was cancellled. kinda bored, cause my plans are all after work. met up with oni at town. otw there, saw wanfaris. he joined us. that makes 3 of us!!! blahblahblah met sheila and einn. finallly, told them what had reallly happpened. then off to vivo to meet shasha at work. haha, kecoh pe u syg. we went forever2 and hahaha...shall not mention. but it was superbly coool. shasha and einn jealous kan!!!! chup callled me.. and joined us afterward. all lepak pat rooftop till 10+ and we all parted... oni brought me to mountfaber. wow, like so first tyme being there..haha..i knoe, kental kan faz. den the view was magnificent. haha...crowded by couples.. superbly windy. we decided to check out labradorpark. to start of with..it was kinda eerie. heard so many stories bout it. we were there...kinda uncomfortable. quiet and dark. yeah, i know what u guys are thinking.. but no...waahahaa the view was great...there were like jetty over there. but sad, we couldnt entered it. we spend the tyme exploring. we went home after dat.. phew...kinda boring weekend!!!
sundae: followed mama to market. very chill sundae. it has owaes been like dat. initiallly dont wannna go out. kinda dissapoint u ryte?? chup wanted to meet me..but due to last minute changes, he was unable. in the end... counldnt stand the boredom.. met oni pat bugis. den naz and then kiki and amin. we went to eat and blahblahblah.. and finally sheesha. was kinda unwelll...vomittted along the wae. saw kasha and his gf. gosh..i miss you loads. chilll there and had great laugh with the rest. mamil, wan and another joined us afterward. shasha and ad couldnt make it.. sad..but will tuntot for my bubble tea!!!
to oni: it was nice chatting up with you. now u knoe the truth to everything. it felt so great telling u everything and not keeping anything from u. hope u understand what had happened. i try my very best not to repeat it. wont forget bout the holding your hand while crossing the road. rest assured.
it was a great outing afterall.
mondae: was late for skewl. due to the nyte before. i swear i havent been having enough sleeep. been sleeping late. skewl was fine. oni and me catched Jumper at Princess. cool or wad...5bucks per tix. we had out regular supply of donuts and bubbletea.
the theatre was coool.
afterdat...we sat and chatted bout everything under the sun..
oni off to work while me home.
change my baju at home and off to delifrance to meet dearest friends.
saf, shan, mimi, fahmy was working...haha..i miss you guys loadz. chilll there and off to bedok.
datz wad u plannned out for me ryte!!!
SLOWLY...we went home after dat.
somehow i love the ryde...
those gap thingy...hahaha...
it was superbly coool. shud use that route more often!!!
reached home at 1++
both of us were seriouly shaggged to the max.
mama almost blast....but i manage to coool her down.
phew.
i'm superbly shaggged by then.
went to sleeepp
and taaadaaaaa..
tuesday:
dat is todae!!!!
late for class.
saw my seniors...haha...
coollnessss
learnt bout the crossscountry later...
gosh...
i'm tired..
wannna go sleeep.
opz, dine with shasha syg just now.
chilll!!!!
just met oni downstairs.
hhahaaaaaa!!!
i'm still misssing you chup.
p.s. there are still many pendings picture that ive yet to post. keep logging on. i'll post by tml nyte!!!!
it aint ryte..asking for anyone to be critic and stuff..
yeah, i admit its kinda interesting to read all those criticisms..
but, if yaw ever critics and stuff..
can u face up to all dat criticisms??
i dont think you could.
thish sh*ts are all gettting out of hand.
my very dear..
what are you guys tinking??
spending the whole damn tyme bi*ching bout others??
when you yourself is aint perfect in any way.
spare her from all this sh*t.
to passerby: i knoe u've beeen keeping track of my or our life. thanks for your interest. ohya, if i'm such a fcuk, i think yaw more fcuked up in your own ways. it takes effort to see ppl'z flaws, but it takes greater effoort to find your own flaws. find slowly dear..continue enjoying reading critics and one fine day, u'll find yourself reading your veery own..
great day to start off with. i love my newcapri. it goes well with my uniform. haha.. bohemian habes faz nyari.
saw naz and kiki at aljd. met shasha. together to tamp. shasha and i got the same watch!!! expensive tau!!!
---my new watch well, anywae.. head to skewl.. met oni and the rest and they boooze away.. saw the rest of the hearts at cafe. enjoyed talking to my bloood. beeen so long since we got to tok.
here and there. find out something from shasha. dissapoint me. somehow i regret for worrying so much bout u. your life. yaw happpy, i'm happpy.
well anywae.... saw syawal. was so determined to tok to hym. went over to their table where fhydie, hilmi and shasha was there. sat near wal.. he moved his chair and turned his back on me. k, he blow me. thanks for dat. never received dat kind of treatment from anyone eversince i was in primary6. it tells me alot.
---haqeeem
well anywae.. he refused to speak to me. i'm like wadever. went back to haqeem and the rest. they listened. you guyz are the best. qeem huggged me. so much comfort.. shasha came.. thish tyme, i nearly blast off and cry.. it seems dat i had enufff of thish shit.. ppl misunderstanding me.
one note: i cant be bothered to change your mindset towards me. i find nottin wrong fyting and finding my own happiness. can spout wadever u want bout me. at end of the dae, it doesnt affect me. you can say its a game and you can continue warning everyone not to play with 'thegame' i dont care. i understand if u misjudged me, label me with wadever ''brands'' it just wont affect me. yaw not me. so u dont know wad i went thru in the past so u dont knoe why i'm being over-protective of myself. so u dont knoe why i dont trust guyz so u dont knoe why i dont fall in love easily so u dont knoe why i dated different guyz. coze you are never me.
i yearn for true love. i yearn for a great guy. i yearn for someone who reallli dotes and loves me.. i yearn for someone i love and respect. i yearn for all that. i'll never stop looking till i found dat special one. i want the best for me. and i'm sure everyone wants the best. i hope u understand what i mean.
---bo&makcik(dzul) well anywae.. wanted to go offf.. shasha texted hym.. and he came back... he loooks fierce but i'm not intimidated. we talked things out.. things end peacefullly.. he spoke to oni. haish..so much for everything.. well anywae, glad everything ish fine.
went to the doc and stufff.. had great fun.. but was pisssed along the wae. cant be bothered to reply to msges and stufff..
it was a great day actually. just dat i have many spare times in between. i hate spare tymes. i had a hard tyme cracking my brains on how to occupy my time!
well, the greatest thing yesterdae was meeting jannah. she is my closest pwen, my sis and i owaez treated her like one of my family members. i went to her place and just chill. we had loadz of catching up. told her what is reallli inside my heart. i had a hard tyme confiding in anybody.. but with her, it just came out with ease. we had tarts, cookies maggie and her deliciously baked honey chickenz!! cokes, our fav when chilling and snoooze our tyme away!!! from sitting, till baring2 kiter!!!
i miss you sis. i love you sis. yaw owaez nested in my heart no matter how long i never see you no matter how long we never talk.
-jannah&bashir-
chup was involve in a minor accident. car bang his bike from the back when he was about to belok! he sufferred kneee and ankle injuries.